Quiet.

Sometimes I don't know what to do.
I feel stupid, ugly, and just dead inside.
I don't know why.
It never made any since to me.
I have a Boyfriend, whom I love very much.
I have a Mama, who always watches over me.
But in my own life, in my own mind. I'm lost.
I lost my job, so I feel unworthy.
I lost most of my friends, so I feel hated.
I lost my house, so I feel alone.
I never know what to do with my life.
It sucks.
It's hard.
I'm stuck, and I don't know what to do.